When I got a promotional email about this book, I asked the publisher if there was a queer main character, because I couldn't tell from the description. It's funny that I had to clarify, because this is a very queer book: the main character is bisexual, there's an F/F romance, and there are several queer side characters. It's a bit tricky to discuss without spoiling anything, but you can be assured of that.
This is a contemporary YA gothic with elements of dark academia. Eden goes to Atwood boarding school to escape from her unstable and sometimes dangerous home life. Her parents just spent so much money on their brother's legal fees, though, that there's nothing left for tuition. The school offers her a solution: she can stay tuition-free if she agrees to be Delphine's companion.
Delphine was once Eden's roommate. Then, one night, Eden and her best friend jumped the Narrow-a river running by the school that's claimed many lives. The two of them landed safely on the other side, but Delphine, who had followed behind them, fell in. No one survives falling into the river, but by the time Eden returns to her room, Delphine has returned, soaking wet but otherwise apparently unharmed. Except, Delphine is different now. She lives in a building on Atwood grounds, completely isolated. She gets ill if a drop of unfiltered water touches her.
So, every year, her parents pay the tuition of a girl who will be her companion. They decontaminate themselves on the way in and keep Delphine company, staying there at night. Eden isn't eager to take the offer-she's never talked to Delphine about what happened that night-but she has no other options, so she takes the deal. Soon, she finds ominous notes left from the last companion, who was taken off campus suddenly.
Although their initial interactions are awkward, Eden is intrigued by Delphine. She's not quite the girl she knew before. Her isolation has made her blunt, with a different perspective on things. Eden is surprised to find herself falling for her. And as she does, she is determined to figure out what's really plaguing Eden, because it's not medical-and it seems to be coming for her, too.
Eden and Delphine's dynamic is interesting because Eden has a solid group of friends at school that she loves-but she also lies to them constantly. She doesn't feel like she can tell them about her home life, or what happened the summer before. That's why she hides her still-healing injuries and dodges personal questions. Delphine, though, asks Eden to promise not to lie to her: she doesn't need Eden to like her, but she needs her to be honest about it. Eden finds herself being more vulnerable with this virtual stranger than she can be with her friends.
This friend group is another strength of the story, even though they don't take centre stage. The three of them are all high achievers in their chosen fields: they're artists, athletes, and academics. Eden feels like she can't live up to the standards they set, that she's an outsider in her own inner circle. Her issues with self-worth are tied up with her home life, and (possibly) depression. As things at Abigail House get more dangerous, she has to decide how much she values her own life.
The element I thought was most interesting in the book is also a spoiler, though. (Highlight to read:) If there's anything better than a sapphic ghost story, it's a sapphic ghost story where the ghost is also sapphic! There is an abusive sapphic character, which some readers always object to, but I think since there are 3-4 queer women main characters, it worked for me. (Also, I think it's worth depicting abusive queer relationships, too. That's why In the Dream House is so crucial.)
I also thought it was fun to read a ghost story where the ghost is very corporeal. I'm used to gothic ghost stories where the first part of the book, at least, it's unclear whether the main character is just imagining things, but this ghost is hard to deny.
When I got near the end of the book, I realized there were several possible endings that I would not have appreciated. Luckily, it nailed the landing for me. If you're a fan of reading YA horror or gothic novels, I highly recommend picking this one up ASAP!
Content warnings: depression, unspecified mental health issues, abuse, violence, discussion of homophobia
