Expat Magazine

1984

By Thebangtoddowenwaldorf @BangLiving

We went to the Carolina Tiger Rescue several days ago.  A conversation about lions had been sparked prior to it.  If I 1984were asked which animal do I admire the most, a favorite, it is lions.  I love lions.  I have no choice.  I have lion eye in me.  It started in Washington D.C.  I had gone on a trip to visit a close friend of mine.  I spent several days with him and his girlfriend, and then I spent several days on my own touring the capitol.  The three of us had gone to the zoo, where among other animals we saw a lion.  It was enormous and the definition of awesome.  It lived in a huge sunken pit with a concrete moat as its border.  In the center was a tree and grass and large rocks and what looked like a cave.  There was a ball the size of a human being in the moat that the lion played with as he paced the edge of the moat and balanced on it like a tight rope walker.  He would belt out huge bellowing roars that you felt in your stomach that could be heard anywhere in the zoo.  It was deep thunderous sounding and it commanded the realization that you were witnessing a creature who would dominate in its natural setting.  It was seeing this lion that made me realize I 1984had never seen a lion before, ever.  I knew because I would have remembered it.  Never had I ever been so hypnotized by another creature like I had by the lion.  It was remarkably unforgettable  I joke that the lion looked right at me, that its lion eye went into my soul.  I think what really happened was that I was deeply moved by this animal, although I will never fully admit I don’t have the lion eye in me.  The lion had an everlasting affect on me, and since that day I’ve made an effort to see one any chance that I get.  I saw one for the third time in my life recently at the Carolina Tiger Rescue.  The ‘Rescue’ is a place that gives animals (cats) that have been bred, or captured in the wild and forced to live in a domestic setting, a home.  Typically those captive environments that the animals are rescued from involve carnivals, private zoos, and shows like the ones in Las Vegas.  Sometimes it is by private owners who think having a large animal would be cool, only to have it grow to 900 lbs. and scare the crap out of them.  Some of the organisations that rescue these animals go bankrupt, and if the Rescue can provide a home for them they will.  The Rescue  only takes in as many animals as they can financially support for the remainder of that animals lifetime.  They do turn some away.  That is so they don’t 1984end up having the same problem with bankruptcy as other organisations have had.  For fifteen dollars Joe and I went for a visit.  Joe is my friend that I’ve known for years.  I’m staying with him during my visit to North Carolina.  He’s practically my brother from another mother.  Visiting the tigers was fascinating.  The real reason I went though was for the lions.  They have three.  Three large playful things who were sunbathing on their backs with their paws in the air.  Not a care in the world and spectacularly awesome.  There were two males and one 1984female, but they all looked the same.  I asked the guide why the male lions didn’t have manes.  She told me that a lions mane is directly related to its testosterone, and that since these males were neutered they didn’t have manes.  Later I found out the same is true with men and their beards.  Bam, you just learned something today.  The Carolina Tiger Rescue is one of two not-for-profit organisations of its kind on the east coast (“that they know about” the guide is quick to add).  The other rescue is ironically, in Tampa, Florida; two hours from where I will soon be staying over the next few months.  I visited their website just two days ago and saw a picture of a male lion with a mane.  The organisation is called Big Cat Rescue and a few months from now I will be able to say that I’ve seen lions yet again!   Oh, and if you would like to see a highly regarded documentary on lions, give The Last Lions a view.  It is by National Geographic and it is phenomenal.  It visits the life of lions in Africa, their vanishing numbers over the last 50 years (scary), and the surprising psychology behind how lions behave.

So that is what I have been doing, simply playing, and enjoying my visit with Joe.  Joe and I go fishing a lot in the lake out front of his North Carolina home.  We catch bass regularly, but we throw them back.  It doesn’t harm the fish to catch them, and by

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throwing them back it keeps the lake abundant.  He considers fishing at the lake his form of meditation.  It’s really relaxing here, and I understand why he feels that way regarding meditation.  While Joe is at work I read.  There is no surprise there.  I’m sort of a fan.  I just finished Nineteen Eighty-Four (1984) by George Orwell.  The book coined several terms that we use today, Big Brother, Orwellian, and doublethink being the most popular that I have heard.  The book is dark, real dark, and is in no way a feel good book.  It is a dystopian novel.  A dystopia is a contrast to a utopian universe.  Dystopian civilizations are controlled and manipulated by a governing body.  This governing body shapes its people in ways that has them act in a particular way that benefits a small few.  We would likely consider these universes frightening and immoral.  The characters in these dystopian societies don’t see this though, they have been
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“duped” and believe that they are living in a utopia.  For instance, consider if I were born and never allowed to go outside – ever.  Not only have I never been allowed to go outside, but I have been taught to believe that outside is a terrible and awful place.  It is dangerous and upon going outside you become ill and will likely die.  There are evil things out there, and it is dark and gloomy and wretched and so I live indoors where it is safe and beautiful and clean and “happy”.  Yet outside is none of these things.  Outside is outside as we know it today, it is actually beautiful and safe and the air is clean and it is good for you.  However in this world the governing body tells 98% of the population lies to keep them indoors so that the remaining 2% can enjoy the beauty of outside for themselves.  That is a dystopian society, a society that is led to believe that they are living in a utopian world but are not.  Again, 1984 will not make you feel good.  George Orwell used life during the Soviet Union and wartime life in Britain as its literary pretext for the novel.  The novel drives hard the fear of the unlimited capabilities of government control.  How far is too far?  When is enough,
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  It gets you thinking.  While the book directly aligns with many political actions of the Soviet Union in its blunt literally motifs, it doesn’t take long to apply it to our own lives today.  Scary.  Are we really free sitting in front of a television?  Are we being controlled in such a way to dramatically reduce the concept of free-thought?  How free are we when we are on social networks like Facebook every day?  The government has passed the Patriot Act.  They monitor us.  Big Brother from the book is very much a real concept.  The CIA is building a supercomputer that will allow them to keep a record of our entire lives right down to which library books we read.  1984 is blunt and it is scary and the ending is in all likelihood going to leave you very disheartened.  The scariest part of this famous novel that was written in 1949 is not its frightful fiction, but its frightful non-fiction.  Some of this it is happening right now, and while we watch television and are distracted by social networks like Twitter we run the risk of losing one of the most beautiful characteristics of being a human.  Thought.


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