Blessed beyond all comprehension... that is where I find myself today.There are not enough words to express my state of being at this moment. Forward movement has begun after a significant season of being stuck and the feeling of elation & of peace is surpassing all sense of logic or understanding.
I knew it would come, it was just a matter of when. I knew that God wouldn't leave me in that desert for long. And while there were intense moments of discouragement & doubt, in the end I always knew that He would deliver me. And He has.
So, here I sit today... still not completely sure of what's next & still not completely ready to deal with all of the mess from my past, but in such a drastically different place then I was just a month ago.
I could sit here for hours (and already have journaled quite a bit about my thankfulness today) and tell you all about how He's poured His blessings upon me this past month, financially, relationally, mentally, etc. But the one blessing that He has given me more then anything else is affirmation. The past few weeks have been full of friends, strangers, mentors, clients, & general acquaintances affirming me and my worth. This is one area of my life that I continually struggle with & He is so faithful to provide me with not only the affirmations, but the ability to receive them.
They are sinking in. Slowly, but surely.
Blessed I am. Beyond the horizon, beyond the sea, beyond the outer limits of the universe. My hands are open, thankfully & humbly receiving this pouring out & willingly soaking it all in.
