Although I feel I am blogging exclusively for myself, I try to do it as much as I can. However, I’ve not been successful for a long time. So many things of daily life had taken priority leaving me no time and much less inspiration to share my views. The strange part is that I write almost every single day some. However, I do it for myself to exercise my mind and my way to view the issues of my interest. And there is so much of it! But it would make sense to myself but my few readers will be in blank. So I keep them to myself. Talking about readers, I have been struggling with one that regularly visited my pages, have something to say and we were almost on the same page. In fact, after a couple of years, we developed a regular visit (Skype) once a week and enjoyed each other souls, hearts and minds. We both knew to have developed a more than the on-line friendship bond. I know she cared for me and without doubt, I cared for her. However, a few months ago, I stopped hearing from her. I waited and waited for the longest to receive an update from her. My phone calls and messages were never answered. Equally my e-emails. I do not know what to make out of it because this is totally out of character for her. I am not aware that she had a bad feeling about myself at all. I tried and tried to reach her out and since I do not know anyone that knows her too, I have no one to reach to ask about her whereabouts and well-being. She lives in Honolulu, Hawaii. I do not know anyone there. However, I called several organizations that knew about here, talked to someone that knew who she is, left several messages to others and in all cases, asking the them to locate her. I begged them too to let me know about their findings. No reply up to date and the >No knowing< is a damn killer of the spirit. This is part of my lack of inspiration, perhaps apathy to continue blogging. If someone happens to read this silly . . . . whatever! And happens to live in Honolulu, I will appreciate if you help me to to find out what happened to her. I refuse to believe she is no more or unable to reach me because I know pretty well, she would be in this very same place if I would suddenly disappear. Once again, the no knowing is much more than I can chew.
I will not include details of my friend here but if your compassion for my anguish entice you to help me, please send me a note through WP and I’ll share what you need to know to help me. I will be eternally grateful to the kind soul that helps me. Thanks for reading!
