At a very young age my mother always told me that i was gifted and special. I was very intellectually and spiritually advanced for a child. I entered the Charles R. Drew day care center when i was just two an a half years of age. I first learned to read and write by the time i was three since my mother already had been teaching me through books and literature.
I knew and realized that i differed greatly when it came into comparison with other children.I was friendly and outgoing yet at the same time very quiet and a bit of a loner-which was sometimes mistaken as being shy.
I was always loved and praised for my brightness and personality by my mother. And praised and acknowledged for my school work by my teachers.
I grew up very secure and confident but never arrogant or big headed. Certain people who’d hung around me perceived me as more of a humble type person.
I’d see visions through my third eye, dream things that would come true, and i would know things before they’d happen. And while i was so young at the time i just thought these natural occurrences were abilities that everyone had. It wasn’t until i got older that i realized much different.
I was able to sense things about people that other people couldn’t sense. And I could accurately read people, and feel their motives and emotions. I was very wise and wise in ways that quite a few did not appreciate which caused animosity and jealousy. And resentment not just among strangers or acquaintances but also amongst certain family members.
I’ve always had this special connection with the universe, the spirit world, and particular animals (especially puppies and dogs). I had many dogs throughout my lifetime, however there was one very beloved one that remained with me for seventeen years. “Brandie” was part German Shepherd and Collie-extremely intuitive and exceptionally bright-she was rare and one of the best things to ever happen to me.There are animals who are gifted too.
There was always a lot of luck around me. I didn’t do the same things that everybody else did. I had a very strong mind and i never got into any trouble. Mostly everything that i wanted and desired would come to me and others didn’t think that that was fair.
A lot of people fear what they do not understand. And there are some in particular who envy and/or hate the certain attributes that a person may possess. This type of negativity often inspires malicious acts upon intended targets by those who endeavor to cause destruction. And no one knows this better than i do.
At the age when i was just seven, my great grandmother (my mother’s father’s mother) took my mother and i to a Botanica store, had my mother read by a Haitian man then had us both “crossed up” through black magic/Brujeria. She wasn’t alone in her mission to try to destroy an bring my mother and i down. This old bag had a group of followers along with her, most who were in her same category-junkies (dope fiends and alcoholics). One of my aunts later joined in with the conspiracy. It was a big thing, and a very not normal situation.
I am a thirty seven year old female of African American and Native American descent with a little bit of European bloodline. I come from a family of strong gifted women (my mother’s mother’s side of the family). Extra Sensory Perception runs throughout both sides of the family, including my father’s side, which i hate to mention since his family was not anything to be proud of due to them being undesireables.
I am the only one to carry on the legacy of my anointed ancestors who reigned as powerful priestesses and who reveled in the beauty of their African Voodoo religion. They’ve protected me all throughout my life, watching over me since the day of my birth up until now, for always and forever.
Some years ago my head orisha Elegba came looking for me. I saw and felt his spirit as he was genuine and of substance. Born with a caul, which is also referred to as a “veil”, over my face i was automatically initiated into the priesthood as i naturally possessed occult powers.
I met a Yoruba priestess fourteen years ago who had informed to me that i had to get into the priesthood or that i would have setbacks in life. She could see that i was a clairvoyant medium who was born to be a messenger. Since then i had also been read by two other Yoruba priestesses, a Curandera, and a Babalawo.
I must admit that they were all legitimate and on the money when it came to what they revealed. I even worked with other psychics who helped me to remove most of the Brujeria (the tie/the bind) until i was fully prepared to do on my own. I certainly always had the abilities, i just had to break through the blocks.
Many believe that Yoruba, Santeria, and the like are evil, demonic or satanic. I can assure that it all is not. And i will attest to this.There is a negative and positive side to everything in life. People choose what roads they want to take and everyone is not being deceived.
No one ever coerced me into becoming involved with my orisha/ancestral spirituality. I was naturally drawn to it because i am of it and it is of me and i went to seek further guidance. This was part of my calling. Elegba, Ogun, Oshun, Orunmila, Ochosi and i go way back. And they have been nothing but loving, very kind and fiercely protective of me.
I’ve never been on drugs. I am asexual, I never ran around having sex, I’ve been a vegetarian for over twenty years. I do not deal with negative people. And i am not relaying this to sound judgemental, i am stating these facts as a definite example of orisha/ancestor worship as a positive thing for those who are inclined.
My ancestors and orishas are all about love and respect. If they were so satanic and demonic I’m very sure I would not be in the predicament that i am in. Satan does not care to help, encourage, or demand preservation. Evil’s main concern is to conquer, deceive and destroy.
There are many “so called” Christians who’s life has never been as clean as mine. So I will not tolerate any ignorance regarding my “veneration” from anyone. Like I have mentioned before there is negativity and positivity in any walk of life.
I have been through many trials and tribulations due to the malevolent acts of others yet I wasn’t affected by it. I was just made even stronger and wiser.
I am surrounded by an undeniable freedom and peace. I am shielded through my spiritual connection to the universe. And I am blessed with the gifts bestowed down to me from the caul.
These were always my own original words of wisdom and discovery that came from my own true heart, mind, spirit, and soul. And this knowledge can be enlightening and beneficial to many:
As a spiritual person it is important to know where you come from, to know where you stand, and to know where you are going. Once that is carefully and accurately established then there is foundation.
With observation comes experience. With experience comes learning. With learning comes growth. And once each stage reaches development we can began to teach. Wisdom can be gained at any age depending on a persons mind and what they may have went through in life.
There are many books that one can read and there are many sources of inspiration available for our evaluation but nothing can compare to what we actually accumulate through our own personal happenings.
After we have experienced certain things for ourselves we may be able to understand some one else better or relate a different perspective. You don’t always have to go through the same thing as another to understand them or to relate. The enlightenment gained, however, gives a bigger and better picture to see and grasp at.
In dealing with truth, there is trust. In dealing with trust, there is confidence. In dealing with confidence, there is strength. And when all is met with one another then sealed together, there are limitless passageways to get through in dealing with life.
