One evening while sitting in a youth conference….feeling sorry for myself,
God impressed this question in the depths of my soul…
Will you still love Me?
In my longing for marriage and companionship, I found myself neglecting the One who loves me the most. Was I really giving God the best of me? Was my mind too preoccupied with my own desires that I was not attentive to what God desired?
Will I still love God without a spouse?
Will I still love God when I am alone?
Will I still love God when I don’t understand His plan?
These are questions and issues to ponder before we become too engrossed in our longings. I had to trust God to guide me when my eyes could not see. As I allowed my heart to trust, the spirit of sadness was broken.
I vowed to still, forever, and always love my God and give Him my best.