... When Shopping for New Shoes... is More Than Shopping for Shoes ...

By Tamera Beardsley @tamerabeardsley

I am on the hunt today for new shoes...
And I know I'm really shopping for so much more....
I want to find a  new piece that will tie the other piecesthat are mine together...
I want to find something...

I can put on... and feel happier...
Slip myself into a happier self...where all the pieces fit...and the sadness and hurt are shed.

I want to a pair that puts some zing back in my step...
It's been a hard week for me here...
One where gratitude lists...still didn't cut through the heartache...
Realizing...sometimes it's OK...to say I am hurt...hurting...without fearing a slip down the rabbit hole into depression.
For me there is growth inadmitting hurt...for I have always been much more comfortable...just staying in anger.
Realizing...sometimes those closest to us...can hurt us the most...and there is nothing to do...but move on...
and look for new happiness...
and sometimes...
a new pair of shoes...

as always my friends
I wish you love and joy
as you style your life