Stress, Anxiety and Hope for a New Beginning

By Dastein

It’s amazing how much can change in such a short period of time. Due to some various situations (most of which are due to my lethargy, laziness and constant self-pity) I’ve fallen into a financial hole, with an endless pit that could leave me homeless. I just hope that in the coming weeks I can find a job or way to generate some money.

I just want to apologize for not writing much on my blog, even though its my passion, even though I love to keep in contact with all of my amazing readers, I keep holding myself back as a result of fear, self-loathing and self-pity. It’s an annoying cycle that has kept me trapped in darkness for years and only now am I forcing my way out (well, mainly it’s due to the fact that if I don’t I will lose everything).

So I was wondering what you all would think about me putting ads onto the blog, or at least a paypal donation button. I know this sounds desperate, but unfortunately these are desperate times. If nothing else, I was wondering if you guys have any ideas on a job or a way I could generate some income.

Again, I apologize about the absence of posts as well as the shameful nature of this post (there I go again with my self-loathing, I’m supposed to be working on this).

I hope you are all well and I look forward to writing more. I hope this post finds you all in good health,

Dave.