You’re the one
I can’t get out of my mind.
I’ll dream of you day and night.
You’re so far away
and I’m so lonely, so cold
and so bitter.
It will be good when you lie beside me,
soft and innocent,
pure and smart,
as pure as the soul of a new-born babe.
*********************************THE SEASONS
Summer has gone
There’s no sun, no sea
There’s no tanning on white sand.
I‘m waiting for the leaves to fall.
Winter, I’m waiting for you,
waiting to hail the start of the cold.
Spring, summer, fall, winter
I‘m stuck in the same place.
My doctor refuses to help me
My parents leave me depressed and forlorn
in a psychiatric hospital.
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HAVEN’T
Medication without cause
Parents threw me out.
For a long time
I haven’t slept at home.
For three and a half years
I haven’t dated.
I haven’t been to a party.
My social life doesn’t exist.
I’m a good salesman.
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DEMONS
My life is plagued by demons
Awake all night and day
They persecute me
And never let me rest.
My shrinks support them
And don’t consider me.
I represent the bourgeois
I come from a good home
Therefore I’m not worthy of their support.
Only a kick in the pants.