Me

I'm aware that I haven't posted a photo of myself in a whileAnd if I have It's only been a head shotI guess I have been self conscious about the way I look In my new scaffoldingI mean underwearAll the new curves and shapes Lumps and bumps So here I am Ruby Im not perfect I have too many flaws to count But this body is the only one I've got So I'm going to keep itLike I had a choice anyway 
I am RubyI am a 34 year old womanI have a past Like everyone does But I'm trying to make the most of my life And live in the here and now 
I am Ruby I've made many mistakes in my life But I've learnt from them And try not to repeat them 
I am RubyI am a good person I didn't always believe this But now I starting to believe that I am 
I am Ruby I am in recovery From addiction and disordered eating 
I am Ruby Here I am