So so goodAfter a marathon of a journeyTo finally walkin the door of my houseOh the relief just to be back in my comfort zoneHoney and Lea gave us a great welcomeAnd they are in great formThey had a lovely time with their Grandad who minded them while we were awayWhen the get I get home from holidaI can't relax until my case is in packed And my laundry and clothes sortedSo that was the first thing I didI was amazed at the amount of clothes o broughtAnd didn't wearBut isn't that always the way
The bus journey home yesterday was a bit of a nightmareAbout half way homeI began to get a horrible cramp in the bottom of my stomachAt first I thought I was going on to withdrawalBut then I recognised it as needed to go to the bathroomThankfully the bus had a five minute stop half waySo I ran to the bathroom And had a really bad bout of diarrhoea I mean really bad The worst I think I've ever had Then Horror of all horrorsThere was no toilet paperI searched my bag And found the closet thing was a sanitary towelSo I had to use thatMortifyingThe bus set off againAnd I didn't have any more occurrences
My tummy has been a bit off all my holiday thoughI went from being constipated to having severe diarrhoea Partly because of the foodWhich didn't really agree with meIt was hit and miss for meSome of the food I likedAnd some was just horribleAnd it's much different to western food So our systems just aren't used to it
The day we traveled home I wore the jeans that I had worn traveling to TurkeyAnd hadn't worn them all holidayThey were noticeably looserIn fact they were falling off me It makes sense really that I would lose weightGiven I wasn't eating properlyI went to weigh myself at homeBut the battery in my scale is goneBut I know I have lost And it's actually massively triggeringThe feeling of an empty stomach My clothes looserAnd generally feeling smaller in myself I don't think it's any harm thoughI'm not deliberately tying to lose weightAnd my weight does fluctuate a lotI won't worry about itBut I will keep an eye on itAs I don't want to go down that road again
I am so very tired todayI walked the dogs this morning And literally had to drag myself down the road My body feels so heavy Like I've been beaten upI have today to rest And tomorrow it's back to the doctor Them I have a driving lesson tomorrowAs I have my driving test in Tuesday Which I am dreading And so unprepared forBut I will do itAnd see how I get on
OkI really need to go sleep nowDo I shall see you on the next post....