Not worrying about how fat I look in this picture
Happiness is hanging out with my nephew
Not hiding at home binging and purging
Happiness is spending time with my two best girls
Not seeing a low number on the scale
Happiness is spending time at my favorite beach
Not squeezing in to a pair of size zero jeans
Happiness is having a lazy day at home
Not feeling that I have to do a certain amount of exercise every day
Happiness is seeing my nephew's new born kittens
Not denying myself food and water
Happiness is the first smoke of the day
Not isolating myself every day
Happiness is writing about my eating disorder
Not living it
What is happiness to you?