We haven’t met yet,
but if feels like I know you.
–//–
I could try to imagine what it would feel like,
to shake your hand,
to lock eyes with you,
to share your space,
but I don’t want to if it’s not real,
if I can not reach out and touch you.
–//–
It feels like I am already so deeply in love with you,
but I don’t even know what a love like that feels like.
–//–
I try not to think about love,
because I don’t know what your face looks like,
or what color your eyes are,
or how you act when you get angry,
or how you breathe when you sleep.
–//–
All I do know is that I’m not going to waste time on someone that is not you.
I am happier alone than with someone else.
You are my someone else.
–//–
So until that day comes,
when my heart softens,
and my life changes,
I will stay put.
Independent,
and a little cold.
xx,
Cleo