Today is day 6 of operation don't weigh for a yearWhilst trying to decide whether to do the year or notMy only set of scales decided to give up and dieSo whether I like it or notI am scale freeGoodbye dear scaleYou served your time with meYou brought some joyBut mostly you brought despair and disappointment I am through with measuring my self worth with youIt will hard to break the tie with youYou were an integral part of my EDIntrinsically linked to my self esteem and confidenceI'm sure I will miss youBut just like with smoking I know I'll get over youI'm sorry to break up with you do suddenlyBut you are causing me too much heartbreakI can't live this way any more It's time for you to go
Our relationship was bad news from the start I knew it was unhealthy ToxicI should have known that it would end in tearsI tried to leave many timesBut every time you lured me back inI was too weak to resistI am stronger now though I have some recovery behind menAnd for the first time in my lifeI feel able to stand up to you I won't let you control me anymore It doesn't seem like much But breaking the cycle with youIs one of the most important things I can doSo I'm going to do itToday is Day 66 down359 to go.....