I want not I wish…to be in New York without leaving my place…
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I wish I had more time … but most of all I would like to be more clever. To plan my time. To understand the real important things in life. To not let the time go fast. I would avoid thinking I’m not doing what I really want. That it is too late. Too difficult. Too impossible. And I would like to buy a white coat and have the conviction to wear it. Dye my hair blue. Or rather green. But just for a while. I’d like to know exactly what to wear. For the Fashion Show. On the beach. At the gym. To go to the cinema. I would like a pair of gloves. A night dress. I would like to stop thinking about what would be the best. I’m finally at home now. On my couch. With shorts and heavy sweater. To warm not only my body. With bare feet and the duvet. I want to be here for a while. To think and reflect. Because I’m perhaps understanding where to go and I do not want something to distract me.
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