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Since doing this post in August last year about my depression I've felt it a lot more easier to talk about what's going on in real life rather than just posting about the good things. We all go through things every single day, life isn't a Disney film all the time and there's always someone out there who can relate to you in some way. I know blogging about these sorts of things is a little controversial to some people but I feel like it helps me a lot, and surely that's a good thing!I've not really been in a good place the past few weeks. I've been very down, since buying Ina Circle money has become really tight and it's a massive struggle at the moment. Putting a strain on pretty much everything in my life, I'm working 7 days a week at the moment between Ina Circle and Forever 21 and I'm exhausted, but it's got to be done. This is life as a grown up! It's really hard for the both of us and we just have to plod along until we get ourselves sorted.I have amazing people around who are supporting me and keeping a smile on my face! which I'm incredibly grateful for.Yesterday I kind of... I don't really know how to explain why I did it but I shaved my head. A little. I've loved this look for a while now but never been brave enough to do it and I've always thought it was too "hardcore" for me. I think with feeling all over the place with how I look and how I feel lately I just wanted to fuck it all and do it. So I did. I went back to my boyfriends house and after hardly no persuasion at all got him to shave my head, it was hilarious!!
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I don't think I've ever done something so spontaneous with my appearance in all my life! I'm glad I did it and I LOVE IT!! As to why I did it I think it was just something I had control over (healthier than bulimia right?). It is pretty fucked up I guess but it's only hair, it can grow back. For now it's something that's made me feel a little better about myself and that's definitely a good thing. As for all the other shit stuff going on, something good will happen eventually, I'm sure of it. Just got to remain positive!