My skin crawls with the memories of the past
I feel dirty
The fingerprints seem to linger on my skin
I can not erase them from my memories
Ever seen
I can not wash clean
All that I lost
I can not make the fear go away
I look into the mirror at my cracked perceptions
My broken personality
These parts of me I do not want to remember
Pieces of my self that where lost
I am not whole without them
Missing
A puzzle
Trying to act together
As the cracks fall apart
God…put me back together
I am angry and ashamed
I feel as if I let you down…
As if you could never love someone so broken
I face this lie head on
Please shed light upon this darkness
I am surrounded