This is not the Blog Post I was talking about doing on FB, Still need to finish it but with all the shit going on lately I felt a Poem, well it’s not really a poem more like a Note to my fam….. might help me….not Get 25-Life.
For years I have contemplated
Leaving the chaos we call Family
Crash and burn
You Taught me well
You always Burned my words
No reasoning or justification
Just hate pain and Insanity
What type of uncle lives to lock you up
Crooked cop yes sir you are known for this
what kind of aunt steals money from her dieing sister
what kind of step sister destroys my brothers soul
And acts as if she ever loved him
I see through you’re plastic lies
What kind of father subjects a child to eternal fire
What kind of cousin gets a 13 year old addicted to oxycodone
What evil person sits by and watches his baby cousin turn into a monster
what kind of family takes shots at each other
Mine does
My family isn’t a family
It’s a Spiral containing addicts,Liars,Dealers, Thief’s, and much much Worse.
Everyday I feel jaded
Anger doesn’t describe this type of betrayal
revenge won’t cauterize my wounds
But bullets will ensure I live to breath another day.
I am done with all of you…come around me if you wish but I suggest you’re armed and ready for one hell of a fight.
Shame on all of you for you’re unspeakable actions.
I am out of the Life now and all I care about is my writing and protecting the very few REAL family members I have left…so let that be known.
And to the rest of my family who have been subjected to all of this shit for so many years just as I have…don’t worry…Thing’s are getting better.