My Darkest Christmas Eve

By Eowyn @DrEowyn

traildustfotm:

This was originally published shortly after being invited into the Fellowship of the Minds. It didn’t receive the most visits, but it conveys the message I want most to give. God’s love, in Jesus Christ, is the greatest gift of all. Merry Christmas 2014! ~ Trail Dust

Originally posted on Fellowship of the Minds:

It was December 1970. I had been raised in a loving Catholic home, and always celebrated Christmas. But now, in my 2nd Christmas after high school I didn’t know if I believed anymore.

I was caught in the spell of “Woodstock Nation”, and on Christmas Eve, instead of gathering with family and going to church, I took a night time walk alone through the woods to a meadow where my friends and I would meet in the summer. The night wasn’t very cold, but lacking the joy of Christmas, my heart was in a deep chill. I have only felt that bleak on perhaps 3 occasions, but this was the most profound.

Within a year from that date I would end up losing a semester to mononucleosis, in a moment of tachycardia, submit to the Lordship of Jesus Christ, while recovering from mono, read Lord of the Rings, meet some…

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