How can mere emotions in your head make your body feel so bad? That's what I don't understand. Everything hurts right now and the more I talk to people about it, the worse I feel and the more confused I get.
I'm not perfect and I guess maybe I'm impossible to love.
I can't even focus on anything and whenever I hear a certain song or walk by somewhere familiar, my mind seizes up and I'm unable to shed these unwanted thoughts like he never liked me at all and I played my cards all wrong and I am empty and cruel.