Lost Still

By Uglytruthis

My body may be present

My mind is yet still not

It is lost

Distance is a safer place to hide

Empty eyes

Stair into the distance

Far away

They do gaze

Longing to belong

Longing to erase

The things my soul will not forget

Remain

Forever within

Yet never without

Ever do doubt

Upon the dew

Deep within the woods

This soul was new

Yet now was gone

All along

Yet through

Silhouette of truth

Youth prolong

Emptiness…

Nothing will fill

Empty still

Don’t want to feel

Do not want to feel anymore

Do not want the pain anymore

Do not want the guilt anymore

I  do not want to face me anymore

I do not know what else to do

I can not drink the pain away

It lingers in heartbeats

The tears I can feel

Where have I gone…

Where has she gone

Stay strong <3 You are not alone