Nothing seems to make me feel better…
I feel bored of life
I feel bored of myself
I feel dead
I can not medicate away the lingering pain of the past
Empty
…incomplete inside
The cracks of my life are missing
I am missing myself
I look into the mirror and don’t know who I even am
The unknown is loudest in the silence of this isolation
My world was desolated by fear
I am so afraid to face
….Numb
I draw the parts of me I do not know
They hide behind these paintings
These nameless faces
I paint
Stay strong <3"><3"><3 you are not alone