Letter to Heaven

By Uglytruthis

God,
I have never felt so depressed in my life,  I sleep and find no peace or rest, I feel hopeless.

I literally  can not taste food,  I have angry outbursts,  I can not concensus or function at work.  I feel like I work hard  and am going no where do I want to quit trying.  I feel like I am not good enough.

My friends are zombies,  I don’t know who to hang out with I just feel so lonely and empty.  I feel I am useless,  going no where   I have no creativity,  I feel I am just aimlessly purchasing things because I don’t know what else to do. .

God I know you are real,  I have encounter  you many a time.  I just don’t understand why you left me.  I don’t know where you have gone when I cry out for help. ..Sometimes it feels I am taking to myself.

No where to go on a Saturday night…
Please if you are there  speak to me. ..I don’t know what else to do. I don’t want to face this pain alone. I really don’t want to face it at all. This ptsd  It is to overwhelming. 

Stay strong you are not alone ♡ xoxo