… to the extent that God has blessed you.
… because a door of great opportunity stands wide open for me, but there are many opponents.
Stay alert, stand firm in the faith show courage, be strong. Everything you do should be done in love.”
These verses, not quoted in their entirety, come from 1 Corinthians 15:58, 16:2, 9, 13-14, all in the NET. (Click here to read the full chapters.) In order to fully study and understand Scripture, we MUST read it in context, both literary and cultural. Sometimes, though, God seems to highlight sections of Scripture. He makes them brighter to the reader for specific reasons. The parts I quoted above are the portions that jumped off the page at me.
A personal matter has completely consumed me lately. I’m not complaining. Please understand that. But I have been overwhelmed, overwhelmed to the point that I sometimes just go through the motions knowing that I have so much to do and if I don’t keep moving I won’t get it all done. Believing — or perhaps fearing — that if I take time to process our situation or my feelings about it or the toll it is taking on us, I’ll miss something. The balls I’ve so carefully arranged into moving suspension will tumble to the ground.
I’m surviving, but I’m not thriving. As a daughter of our great and mighty King, I have been called to something vastly more wonderful than mere survival.
I want to be outstanding in the work of the Lord … even through this.
I want to be outstanding to the extent that He has blessed me … and I have been blessed excessively.
I want to seize the great opportunity that stands wide before me … even if I don’t yet know what that is.
As I read these Scriptures and pondered what God desires for me to learn through them, I wondered what my future holds. Is He preparing me for something bigger?
A greater test to come? More struggles for our family?
I gotta be honest: this terrifies me. I don’t even want to verbalize exactly what whispers have ricocheted around my brain. I’m selfish and I kind of like being selfish.
But I know God has made me and saved me for something greater than myself. And how foolish would it be for me to forfeit something amazing simply because of fear? Or pride? Or comfort?
My Prayer: Lord God, help me to be selfless. Help me to seek you always and with abandon. For I know You are beyond worthy of my trust and my faith. You know all things and see all things and Your love for me exceeds anything I can possibly imagine. Help me to excel at the work You have given me and help me not to fear whatever work may be ahead of me. For Your glory.
Your Turn: Tell me how you maintain courage in the face of frightening opportunities. How do you move beyond surviving to truly thriving?