i don't mind admitting that i am feeling fairly overwhelmed by life right now....i need an easy bit, a few days where everything works & slots into place, as opposed to every single thing feeling totally challenging.
it is my innate positivity & determination that keeps me putting one foot in front of the other, but there have been moments recently when i have left wondering "what the heck....?"i've felt vulnerable & not very competent....both of which are fairly unfamiliar feelings to me.
there are some issues & things that i can change & there are some that just are, that just have to be accepted, worked with, stepped around, frowned at & about.
life. just when you think you've got the hang of it. hmmmm....
house stuff. parents stuff. family stuff. sleep deprivation. plus a couple of other much more challenging & sadder issues.
i need a plan. some things need to change in order to make things better.
life goes on. tomorrow is another day. best foot forward & all that.
this weekend i will be :* joining a new gym* sitting in a coffee shop with a book by myself for an hour* cooking with quinoa & bulgar wheat. for the first time ever. yes, i know, where have i been? ;)* trying out my lovely new running shoes....aren't they pretty?!* attempting to build a wooden seat from raw materials in my garden. stay tuned.* buying myself some flowers.
on a happier note, i have finally signed up to Netflix & have been discovering how funny "Modern Family" is, i've been laughing out loud at it!
Happy Weekend!
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