My friends are emotionally dead
going nowhere and dragging me into the grave with them
It feels painful to let go
The only comfort I know
Familiar is such a safe place
I have so much anger and sadness in my bones
The haunting of ptsd is to much for my inner world
Shut down
Shut out the world
I don’t want to feel anymore
So much pain surrounds me when I am alone
Screaming at the top of lungs in silence!
Why can’t you hear me!
Why don’t you understand!
I am left alone with only my thoughts
I am drowning in depression
I can’t breath
I can’t be satisfied
I have no peace
I feel so much negativity
My world had turned to darkness
I feel no creative escape
Just empty pages
I can not pretend to be happy anymore
Fronts are too exausted
I am so emotionally exausted
Stay song you are not alone ♡