onquering Oblivion!
But after walking for about 3 km. I began to notice people walking and driving cars beside me. It was then my mind took a positive turn. I began to think in a different way. I had decided then and there that no song will define me. I will be creating my own beats, dancing at my own tune. I don't want the world to know who I am or what I have done. Now, I don't have a feeling to escape oblivion. Instead I now think that I don't care if the world knows me. I don't know and care if you, yes you who has taken so much pains to go through this long letter, know me. But I know this, I will not be doing any work or putting my efforts on a job so that people can know me and remember me. I am a person who has made a pact with himself. My best friend and supporter is me. Because as long as I know myself, I have the best chance to escape oblivion. I will be the one to remember myself. The one who will take steps to live life the fullest. I don't know whether people will remember me after I am gone. I just want them to think of name when alive To give me hope that someone out there will think of my name if even it's for reading it once in a post or this letter. I have choked the fear out of me by believing in myself a bit. Being my own supporter and not one wishes to find supporters. I now wish to change my life at a whole. Being confident and living it up to its fullest, because I realised today that life is fickle and it's up to me to make it the best and nobody else. My journey of life begins now. And I am proud to be a part of this world. Grateful because someone has taken pains to read this letter and read my name. Because as it is said- oblivion is inevitable but it is up to you to escape it. That walk changed me. Maybe it would do for you too. So, step out in the world and try to be yourself for a while!
I am not the one who says hello world or anything like that. It feels like a fake face of a person to me. Even mine. I write this letter because I wish to share my deepest fear of mine with you - oblivion. Yes I have an innate fear that when I go there will be no one to remember me. I doubt my every action. Every decision I make, I just have a feeling that something bad will happen if I choose this path or the other. So today while walking back from the exam center. (Yes I had an exam today). This topic went on and on in my head. Making valuable points and counter points. My head was filled with thoughts which were enough to condemn me. After all who cares for a guy made out of dust in this whole wide universe? I was a normal and small person for the huge 7.2 billion population. That was enough to make me feel small.