{Change}

By _jessismore @_jessismore


Big changes are happening over here. My firm eliminated my position today. We are parting amicably, and I will still work for a week or two bringing my boss up to speed. At first I was stunned, and I'm still a little raw. Tears have been shed, and a whole lot of housework has been done. But I know this is what I need to make a change
For the past few months, I have struggled. Struggled with a pretty deep depression, my weight, and overall happiness...I've let myself get out of control, and everything is suffering.  I lost myself.  
I am blessed with the most supportive and loving husband, family and friends who are standing by me -- and lifting me up.  I can't find the words to express how completely and utterly grateful I am to them today and every day.  
Something will come my way. I am scared and excited about the possibility of a new adventure... to focus on me. For the last 5 years, the firm has been my home.  And like any relationship, things get comfortable. Too comfortable. 
I don't know what is ahead of me.  There will be bumps along the way, that's for sure -- But everything is going to be alright.