Bucket List

By Phoenixwriter @naesnest

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Some of you may have noticed I no longer post as often as I used to. I am undergoing chemo again. I am growing very weak. I now have more “bad” days than “good.” I have lived a year longer than my doc expected.

I am behind on my Halloween book which I am still hoping to have out on time. With every day that goes by, I grow less confidant. I am thinking I may end up shooting for Thanksgiving. Although it is my first, and it is late, I have so many story ideas and already have a series in mind. I’d like to release a book for each holiday and some in between. Some of the stories will be based off some of the antics of my sons when they were small. So will be based off myself and siblings.

Along with these books, I continue to work on my biography about cancer. I hope people will want to read about it. It is mostly about my experience with cancer and now that I am terminal, my feelings, the highs and lows, with knowing I am going to die unless God touches me with His healing hand.

I am happy to say my doc believes in miracles. He prays for me and tells me to pray as well. He has witnessed unexplainable healings before. He knows they do happen, so do I.

Also on my list of goals, are about 3 thrillers I have created a storyline for and hope to make into novels. Lastly on my list, is to finish publishing all of my poetry. I have hundreds more waiting to be. It is a shame poetry is such an unpopular genre. I have not been able to truly enjoy watching myself accumulate significant sales. If I ever do, on any of my books, I hope it happens while I still have a home here on earth.

I suppose one could say, my unfinished book goals are on my bucket list. I am more than ambitious to finish all of these books. I am no longer able to write every day due to illness. I can’t explain why I need to complete these books. Maybe because as long as I am able to continue to write one book after another it means I am here and can still be heard.