Where anger can break you free….
Ever been so angry that you couldn’t take it anymore, you just want to explode because of another’s thinking is pointing at you and saying you are responsible for this mess… You are responsible for how I feel. We can make others responsible for many things to include this way of feeling it is how wars are started, fights are started, pain is caused and inflicted etc… You can’t fix this in anyone and to do so is only going to cause you more non peace than peace.
The more you fight to be right, the more you leave yourself open to be wrong.. not because of the other persons energy but because the fight on going inside, is keeping this very energy alive.
You can give up… it always means to give up to give in and just surrender… seek no more means to keep the fight going, just surrender and let go!
Your inner resistance to what you fight inside you keeps you in a state of conflict and comes out in your energy in how you communicate to others in the world.
It would sound much like this in surrender….
This is all I got in this moment my energy is beyond angry and beyond justified because all I was fighting for was to make sure she knew I had her back.. I did this with love, I did this with the feeling that I want her to genuinely see that my energy is on her side…
I am done running into a brick wall.. I am done being unheard… i am done not being loved… there is no love in this, this is just a role that is being played to call to my guilt to call to what actions she thinks I can have that I have no clue about because she is shut down…
I refuse to be in this in this way… I am good… letting go now! Bye
This is violent in nature to the soul which remains at peace and doesn’t see it other than human nature which has a certain amount of discomfort to the human body that has to endure this way in ego, it expresses pain and yet it expresses the truth, powerlessness. The ego will not be able to see the peaceful state the soul is in.. It will seek connection back to it’s source which is a peaceful state you can elect to be in NOW! Now is the only moment this can be embraced.
The truth about not having love is found in what anger brings inside of you, it says you can’t change anything, you can’t impact anything so when you have no power in truth, you seek an energy of release. This can be how you release yourself and release the deeper meaning of saying I am powerless to do anything.
This activates both the emotional state of being and the pain itself. The pain body activates and makes this a story that gives food for the pain. How do you stop feeding the pain body at this
moment, you stop attaching a story to it, the inner self, higher self as it were can only give you peace. Many of what your mind will tell you this is not something you can embrace for it needs to have it’s needs met in this moment. Much like a swan… shake it off, it is surplus energy that is invading the body needing release. Keeping it in is unhealthy.. Is the unhealthiness going to make the energy change and create true power to change anything? The answer here is NO.. it can’t.. It is a learned behavior of accepting what is and resisting it at the same time.
When something triggers you, where did your inner peace go? what if you said this story needs to be let go, it is attaching itself to pain a pain that was there before this all occurred! Pain activation is always seeking food and it never gets full..
How are you falling in love with pain to realize it doesn’t digest love it only makes it smaller because the pain is not being fed! Don’t seek someone outside of you to give this to you, seek inside to see the truth that you are the only one who can give it to you to no longer allow the story to end and the pain to feel true love!
Love deeply,