Blank Pages

By Uglytruthis

I feel empty

…lonely

…cold

I am between the cold walls of secrecy

I can’t even tell me what is wrong

why I feel this depression sucking the breath from my lounges

Blank pages haunt my thoughts

Burnt into the images of my mind

never to be filled

void of color

I try to sleep life away

But these nightmares are inescapable

My rage is un-erasable

I feel as if I have lost my way

I don’t know where I am going or what is the point

Too overwhelmed with emotions I don’t understand

I feel like no one would understand

I want to leave and let go of the past

Being DID…these stories remain my present

Like a fog i can not remember

in this isolation I drown

stay strong <3"><3"><3 you are not alone

xoxo