I feel empty
…lonely
…cold
I am between the cold walls of secrecy
I can’t even tell me what is wrong
why I feel this depression sucking the breath from my lounges
Blank pages haunt my thoughts
Burnt into the images of my mind
never to be filled
void of color
I try to sleep life away
But these nightmares are inescapable
My rage is un-erasable
I feel as if I have lost my way
I don’t know where I am going or what is the point
Too overwhelmed with emotions I don’t understand
I feel like no one would understand
I want to leave and let go of the past
Being DID…these stories remain my present
Like a fog i can not remember
in this isolation I drown
stay strong <3"><3"><3 you are not alone
xoxo