One night wasted out of my head in the depraved White slum, I had wild sex with a drunken 14 year old girl, panting like a wild animal. It was 2:30 AM and we did it on the roof of the apartment complex. I was 16 years old and I was a virgin no longer. We had been at a party that night. The girl was there with her Mom. The girl and her Mom kept eyeing me all night. They were saying many a weird thing under their breath about me. Apparently the Mom was going on and on to the daughter about how cute I was and how much she would love to fuck me. The girl may have been saying much the same thing. They literally went on for hours like this, staring me down. I was stoned out of my head and back then, pot highs were literally like LSD trips. Journeys to another planet. Somehow I got the girl up to the roof with a bullshit excuse about going up there to smoke a joint. She insisted that some 13 year old boy go with us for protection “so I wouldn’t rape her.” Yeah. She was really afraid I was going to rape her! I was just a boy, and had no idea what I was doing. Up on the roof, first thing I did was get rid of the idiot kid sending him off to get rolling papers. Then I simply attacked her. The feeling was mutual and the battle of the sexes was on.
I somehow stumbled my way home on foot at 3 AM and snuck back in my parents’ house. I crashed on the bed, completely wasted. The room would not quit spinning in circles. I closed my eyes and was gone. Late in the morning I woke up, partially hung over. Over in the corner was a dying boy in his final death heaves. He looked just like me. I called him Bobby. Bobby Dying. He took one final deep breath lasting almost a minute. Then the chest went flat. A fire lit up the room and then slunk back down to flickering embers. Out of the hot sparkling dust, a huge figure of a sculpted, mature, toned man with a hawklike nose and arms as huge as wings loomed up, nearly as big as the room itself. I called him Robert. Robert Rising.
A whole new world of manhood stretched out in front of me. I had high hopes for the wild ride.