Littleredbek

LATEST ARTICLES ( 101 )

• Home To My Soul

  

  It has officially been TWO WHOLE MONTHS since I made the massive move from small country town of Mackay in sunny central/north Queensland to the leafy lined... Read more

  Posted on 28 April 2015 SELF EXPRESSION

• Let Love In

  I’ve known for a long time that I have massive issues with intimacy. I have worked hard to get around them, but the truth is, at the end of the day, somewhere i... Read more

  Posted on 24 February 2015 SELF EXPRESSION

• To Be

  There’s a part of me that wants to pull away That wants to say goodbye to the world as I know it.No i don’t mean forever… I mean for a while… until this all... Read more

  Posted on 07 February 2015 SELF EXPRESSION

• The Meaning of Marriage

  Something that I’ve been struggling to write about for a long time, is marriage.After attending 4 weddings last year, I really have had the whole marriage... Read more

  Posted on 24 January 2015 SELF EXPRESSION

• My Ideal

  

  About 6 years ago, I sat down with my beautiful friend V and had a discussion that changed my life forever.   V is one of those people who everyone who meets... Read more

  Posted on 11 January 2015 SELF EXPRESSION

• V

  Time and distance has separated us but it have never driven us apart I love you immensely for never judging me on my irrational writing and words and for... Read more

  Posted on 22 November 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• What Love Meant

  She glanced over to her right, lying there was this man of more than she ever believed she deserved. His face was docile and peaceful as he slept, although ever... Read more

  Posted on 12 November 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• Lessons in Friendships

  Recently, I was really hurt by the actions of a few people who I had considered friends, even good friends at one point in my life. Read more

  Posted on 10 November 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• Rant Over …

  Lately I know I have been subject to a lot of critiscm behind my back It’s as if some people honestly think I’m oblivious to what is said about me, but the trut... Read more

  Posted on 06 October 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• Stirrings of The Lost

  Joanne laid in the bed. Curled up in a ball. She looked at the clock. 4am. Another 36 hours without more than half an hours sleep. She lay very still, her... Read more

  Posted on 09 September 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• So Let’s Do It Like They Do On The Discovery Channel

  

  A few years ago, one of my best friends met a guy who she has always described as the best sex of her life.  At the time, I was in a relationship with someone... Read more

  Posted on 05 September 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• As A Woman

  As a girl growing up in the nineties, I was thrown into believing that being a working professional was the new norm… I remember watching Ally McBeal and... Read more

  Posted on 26 August 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• Chances

  

  how many chances are we to give our heart, before it simply shuts off and denies any intrusionI finally allowed myself to be given affection like i deserved... Read more

  Posted on 22 August 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• It Is That Simple

  I can’t remember what I was watching, but there has been one line that has resonated with me in life when it comes to being a decent human being. It was... Read more

  Posted on 14 August 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• I Got That Going For Me, Which Is Nice

  

  oh hey.. it’s fucking 1am and I can’t sleep I’m craving a peanut butter and honey sandwich so fricken bad right now, I’d give pregnant crack whores a run for... Read more

  Posted on 28 July 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• Words Cannot Express

  It’s been a while since I felt this way. Since I’ve felt angry, guilty and absolutely remorseful for my actions and words that in a drunken state, have caused a... Read more

  Posted on 21 July 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• All I Wanted

  It’s hard to look at her When she had all I wanted At the end of the day we were both left in the same mental and emotional state by the same personBut it... Read more

  Posted on 19 July 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• Wedding Etiquette 101

  Yesterday I had the absolute honor of watching my little cousin get married to an incredible guy who makes her shine like no one else can. While I shed a few... Read more

  Posted on 14 July 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• How I Know I’m Getting Old

  

  Yes, at the ripe old age of 24 … I have come to the realization that I am in fact … Old …No I don’t shit my pants or have erection problems (I lie, I haven’t ha... Read more

  Posted on 29 June 2014 SELF EXPRESSION

• Embrace

  

  He rhetorically asked, “I don’t know how you could fall in love with me within a few weeks?” I laughed and at that moment knew he didn’t even love himself and... Read more

  Posted on 24 June 2014 SELF EXPRESSION