Uglytruthis

LATEST ARTICLES ( 108 )

• Flower Child Favorites

  To distract myself from a very hard fathers day these are a few of my favorit things Painting- today I invested into a large acrylic paint set to express the... Read more

  Posted on 15 June 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Let Go Or Be Dragged

  It is time to let go of all the things that drag me away from my dreams:Stinking thinkingMy negative thoughts tell me I am not good enough or smart enough to... Read more

  Posted on 07 June 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Searching for Safe

  Growing up people used religion to make me feel bad about about myself. My narcissistic dad never failed to let me know exactly how vile I was and how holy he... Read more

  Posted on 02 June 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Set the Captive Free

  Dad I hate you!!! You hurt me!!  I struggle with a hatred for men…the doors where never locked. I feel like I can not get myself back.Dad you are ever selfish!... Read more

  Posted on 15 May 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Breaking Point

  Today as I was getting ready for a day of work, I tried to clean out my favorite tiny pink coffee mug and the glass contents of the mug fell from the burner... Read more

  Posted on 06 May 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Lonely Roads

  Growing up as an only child in an abusive household, the thought of being alone paralyzes me with fear. When I am alone there is no one to protect me from the... Read more

  Posted on 15 March 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Maple Syrup

  Last night I drank a whole bottle of maple syrup for a game..surprisingly enough I threw up all night.I feel this situation has been a metaphorical... Read more

  Posted on 19 February 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Home of Graves

  looking upon the ghost He left inside in my head Snakes hiding underneath the bed trapped behind bitter tears Cold sweat Swelling tears Rotting flowers Billow... Read more

  Posted on 12 February 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Inner Child

  Her eyes distant and broken Filled with contempt Her face Amidst mud stained hands Shaking beneath the sea Of sorrows and discontents She holds on tight... Read more

  Posted on 11 January 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Ghost and Grave of the Innocent

  R.I.P. we mourn the day you were lost.They stole you away in the night… kidnapped.Into the forest you vanishedtrappedno escapenever to returnNightmares is... Read more

  Posted on 30 December 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Monochromatic

  Dripping shades of apathyWeeping willows bleedMonochrome dreamsColor depletesPouring from sullen seasSunken ships crumble in the deepBroken memoriesScreams neve... Read more

  Posted on 29 December 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• So the Other Day I Saw My Abusive Father for the First Ti...

  So the other day I saw my abusive father for the first time in three years, sine my parents divorce. I was minding my own buisness driving back home from work... Read more

  Posted on 06 August 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Survivor

  Lately I have been acting like a little child throwing the world biggest temper tantrum. Rolling around on the ground kicking and screaming of how unfair life... Read more

  Posted on 18 July 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Lost

  The last few months have been spent running from myself. I moved in with my party friends for a while and drank away the pain every night. Read more

  Posted on 09 July 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Sociopath

  I grew up with a sociopath father. He liked to force the rules he made up upon everyone around him but rules never apply to him. Read more

  Posted on 13 June 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Wallpaper Child

  

  Silence was the sound of my broken family. No one communicated No one laughed No one smiled No one relaxed OCD was a good way to express her dislike towards... Read more

  Posted on 09 June 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Neglected

  I see you little ballerina child, so ashamed of the night. Daddy tried to buy away his sins with gifts… Mommy never love her. She strived everyday to be good... Read more

  Posted on 05 June 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Safe & Silent?

  Abuse has left me feeling undone… I can not escape the social anxiety closing in  on my mind. I must find a place to hide. Where to turn to find safety? Read more

  Posted on 03 June 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• DID I Am

  DID (dissociation Identity Disorder) I amA puzzle I amA riddle I amA maze I amA conundrum I amNot whole I amNot one I amA house divided I amI do not... Read more

  Posted on 25 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Messy Mess

  

  Disconnected withinDisconeccted withoutThe worldFar away from the present moment of being. You see my body is here but my mind is in another place. A dark... Read more

  Posted on 21 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES