The last few months have been spent running from myself. I moved in with my party friends for a while and drank away the pain every night. After a fallout passive aggressive war between us all I moved out and am forced to think again. I hate being alone with my thoughts and nowhere else to run and hide.
What am I even doing here?
What is my life purpose?
What am I doing?
Am I yet just here to take up other people space and air…
What is the difference?
I feel very emotionally overwhelmed and angry. The rage turns to panic instead of knowing how to be expressed normally. It is difficult to put anything I am feeling into words, or to speak up. I just feel scared and exhausted from running. I do not know where else to go?
I lost myself in a sea of others
So what do you do when you are faced with these kinds of questions?
Stay strong <3 You are not alone
