God,
I have never felt so depressed in my life, I sleep and find no peace or rest, I feel hopeless.
I literally can not taste food, I have angry outbursts, I can not concensus or function at work. I feel like I work hard and am going no where do I want to quit trying. I feel like I am not good enough.
My friends are zombies, I don’t know who to hang out with I just feel so lonely and empty. I feel I am useless, going no where I have no creativity, I feel I am just aimlessly purchasing things because I don’t know what else to do. .
God I know you are real, I have encounter you many a time. I just don’t understand why you left me. I don’t know where you have gone when I cry out for help. ..Sometimes it feels I am taking to myself.
No where to go on a Saturday night…
Please if you are there speak to me. ..I don’t know what else to do. I don’t want to face this pain alone. I really don’t want to face it at all. This ptsd It is to overwhelming.
Stay strong you are not alone ♡ xoxo
