helena bonham carter - via pinterestthose days when your mind & your thoughts keep getting in the way....distracting you, waylaying you, reminding you & generally hindering rather than helping you....welcome to my life right now!
if i had to label myself, it would be as a someone who engages in a fairly-short-amount-of-thinking-time-then-just-gets-on-and-does-it or as someone who thinks-about-it-but-never-does-it-at-all. hmmm.
these days, in fact this year really, I am thinking way too much, as in sometimes I feel almost paralysed by my thoughts, they get in the way & they wake me up at night.
like many bloggers, i have any number of blogposts running through my head at any given moment, just recently though i haven't been able to get started on any of them.
i share & i talk, i have many really good friends who stand by my side - and i do the same for them - day in day out.i am in a rut with some stuff....i say i want to move on, but the reality is i am not doing so.
house stuff = too slow.(extended) family stuff = a (very) long running issue has reared its head again. life is too short.family illness = tremendous sadness. life changing stuff.
life is throwing a lot of stuff at me.i am handling it but very much feeling i should be/could be doing it a lot better.you have to be gentle with yourself don't you?you also have to be strong.
you think you have a handle on it, only to find out that you really don't.the beauty of life.fragile, fleeting, incredible....things happen that remind you that it truly is all about the moments.one day they really will be all that we have.
last week i realised that i had been blogging for six years.six whole years. wowsers!my first short (and simple) little blog post is here :)it's been a wonderful journey & a fantastically positive experience....thank you for following along, for all the support & comments, here's to many more....
