I just turned 18 when I found out I was pregnant to my boyfriend of a month. I had just started my dream job of being a care assistant but all the same I kind of wanted this baby even my boyfriend did, but when I told my dad I was pregnant he was not happy at all, he told me I had to get an abortion or I would be kicked out of the house I had no where to go.
After alot of thinking I went to the doctors and told them I did not want this baby, it broke my heart
After that every night I cried, my boyfriend knew what I wanted but my dad kept saying the same thing, I got my appointment through the post for a scan to see how many weeks I was. The scan was for the 23rd March one week away, waiting to go into the scan was nerve wrecking, lying on the table wishing they would turn the screen around so I could see my baby just once, but they never did.
I went back into the waiting room, it turned out I was 8 weeks pregnant, they gave me an appointment for a tablet date and an abortion. The tablet date was 31st March and the abortion date was 2nd April, I went to the tablet appointment but my dad made my sister go but I wanted my boyfriend to be there. My sister said he had no rights which he had every right, it was her that didn’t have any.
It came to take the tablet, she asked if we were sure and me and my boyfriend bust into tears, she asked if we wanted to take sometime we nodded but by this time my sister was on the phone to my dad saying I was refusing to take the tablet. He started screaming down the phone that I better take that tablet or am out.
Iwas over whelmed by the way my sister and my dad were, I just took the tablet while my boyfriend was being supportive he kept saying its upto me.
The day I killed my baby came and I was just so scared. I was an emotional wreck, I got the tablets and within half an hour I was pushing my baby out, it was the hardest thing I have ever did.
I will never forgive my sister and my dad what they put me through that day, I regret my descion everyday of my life
Now 6 years on I am still with the same bloke, we have a gorgeous 3 and a half year old and I am currently 7 weeks pregnant. With my first daughter because I was still living with them I told them I was pregnant and there was no way they were making me have another abortion, they would have lost their daughter. My dad loves his granddaughter and his unborn grandchild.
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