I get on well with my DadAnd see him regularlyAs you know My parents split up when I was 19The best decision they ever made if you ask meGrowing up in our house was toughThere was often a grim atmosphere And my father drank a lotMy parents were constantly fightingAnd I actually hated my fatherI can distinctly remember being afraid of himAnd worrued that he was going to kill us allThat is no exaggeration
But in recent years Things have drastically improved My father hasn't touched alcohol in yearsAnd the family gets on much betterThe only thing is That my father denies that he did anything wrong while we were growing upSo we avoid that subject like the plague I get on good with my Dad nowHe spent a lot of time with me when I was really unwellSo I guess we have that bondMy Dad absolutely loves Honey and LeaAnd they adore himSo we also have thatWhich is nice
AnywayOn to other subjectsRegarding weighingI think I am going to go ahead and discard my scaleAnd try to go a full year without weighingMaybe I'm bonkers Maybe this is a terrible ideaBut I feel compelled to do somethingTo take control of the whole weighing situationHowever I will talk to Mary next weekTo see what she thinks Call me crazyAnd maybe I don't need to be so 'all or nothing'But that's the way my brain works Let me know what you think about it
Last but not least I will leave you with today's outfitShirt - River IslandSkinny jeans - River Island
