Bad Blogger

YesI have been quite the bad blogger lately But in one way it's goodIt means that my real life is full and busyInstead of writing about my life I am actively living itI do aplogise thoughFor not replying to comments For not keeping up with your blogs And for generally being MIAIt's hard to believe that the summer season is nearly over The town I work in is a seaside town So the population explodes during the summerAnd is like a ghost town during winter As they say You have to make hay while the sun shines So everyone tries to make a buck while they can It seems like five minutes ago that I started working And now it's nearly over I can't lie I am really going to miss itThe people The guests My co workers The structure The routine Not to mention the money I know that I need to be smart And have things lined up for autumn Whether that be another jobOr a courseSomething to keep me out of trouble As we all know that the devil makes work for idle hands Georgina has told me that if something comes up She will keep me in mind So I am grateful for that I really have done my best to be a reliable and hard worker As I often say It has taken me a lot of hard workTo get to the point where most people start off Just to get to the starting blockI've had to fight my way through the maze that is addiction and disordered eating Just to be the same as everyone else But hey That's life Some people just have to fight that bit harder 
Although things are going wellI still have a lot of work to do Especially around my intake If crisps and peanuts and chocolate are junk food Then I pretty much survive on junk food I can't lie I don't eat enough fruit and vegIn fact I don't eat any fruit at all At work I have what ever is going Which could be anything from a fry to bangers and mash But hey At least I'm eating No? WellI'm still alive So I must be doing something rightBut this weekI had a sudden panic that I had gained too much weight I have nothing to base this information onI don't have a scales And my clothes still fit Do really I have no evidence to support this It's nothing more than a feeling So I think I'm going to ask my doctor up weigh me on Monday Just to ease my mind Is this good idea?I don't know I guess I will find out on Monday
Anyway This was just a little post To let you know that I am here I'm ok I'm alive and kicking Working Living lifeLoving life Making mistakes on a daily basisBut learning from them too In looking forward to closing one chapter of my life And starting another I'm excited to see where life takes me It never ceases to amaze me the direction that life takes me And I am blessed to have wonderful people around me every step of the way I love it!!!!